but everythingmeans nothing.

Saturday, January 31, 2004
hElO~ Supposed to have my guitar lesson today.. and so unfortunately.. it was postphoned again.. coz the instructuctor is not feeling well.. Then of coz.. so fortunate of me to sleep for another 2 hours.. I tot of sleeping till afternoon.. but I suddenly tot of the pile of tutorials are to be done.. so I practically sprung out of bed and washed up.. so untypical of me.. Lolz.. There's a big event today.. Chingay~ Hahaz.. Benji is going to watch I suppose.. For me.. I dunnoe.. I will be around Orchard area.. so I dunnoe if I could catch a glimpse of it. I guess tomorrow I will make a trip to Cheng Kwee's house.. then to Melissa's hse.. then back to my hse for some party.. LOlz.. my Secondary School buddies will be coming.. Maybe playing mahjong~ Lolz.. So that's the reason why I wanna do all my tutorials beforehand.. Well.. tomorrow maybe also going to lau yu sheng~~ the packed one.. Hahaz.. never lau before~~ Hmm.. so far.. everything is fine..juz see how it goes~~
if i ain't got you|1:46 PM|

Thursday, January 29, 2004
Hello! Well.. I was so dead dead tired!!! I ended at school about 5 plus today~ Then the guys in my class wanted to go KTV.. since that Derrick had this voucher and today is somehow the last day to use it.. Well.. initially I wanted to go home.. but then.. Melissa seemed eager and wanted to bring her "hubby" along.. so I went too.. LOlz.. I didn't want to go becoz I didn't bring my wallet~ Hehehez... I didn't regret going anyway~ Lolz.. I can say that my class guys sang pretty well.. Hahaz.. and of coz I have to prasie Melissa's "hubBy" too! Hheez.. Zhe Fon~ U sang VeRy We||~ LOlz.. yapz.. he really can imitate singer's voice~ I didn't sing much.. coz pAiSeh Eh.. Hehehzzz...Straight after the KTV.. I went straight home.. Darn.. I was so tired.. Hmmm.. nothing much to say actually.. hahazz.. juz that tomorrow will be another long day again~ HaiZ!
if i ain't got you|11:18 PM|

Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Life is such a chore.. so many stuffs to worry about.. Had biz com today and starting to face the reality. Work is really so hard to find these days.. Why? Economy? I don't think it's only that.. I think I should say "Thanks" to technology too~ Machines are going to replace us... We Humans! Soon.. households will not have maids at home.. but having a robot domestic helper instead.. Anyway~ I don't know what will happen to my next generation.. hopefully the world will end soon.. and hope that the world will be reborn again~ HAhaha.. wad am I saying man? Wadever~ So... it's going to be the end of Jan.. and Feb.. hahaz.. There's lots to think about then.. Tests.. Assignments.. Projects.. but most importantly.. Valentine's Day and My Birthday.. hopefully some ppl will still remember.. and I am still waiting for the "surprise" which will take my breathe away.. Till now.. nothing surprise me much.. I dunnoe if I am expecting too high.. or just that ppl are so predictable now~ Anyway.. most imptly.. I wish myself and ppl around me happiness.. Lolz.. Yapz.. Classes are getting boring.. I dun even know if I could pass some of my modules.. My studies didn't really bother me much now.. I dunnoe why I don't have this urge to excel~ I am starting to get tired.. MAYBE.. MAYBE only much later then I will get panicky and it will be too too late~ As usual..
if i ain't got you|10:55 PM|


You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.
What feeling do you represent?
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if i ain't got you|8:44 PM|

Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Went to watch Last Sumarai... The movie was good overall~ The starting part of the movie was kind of dry.. but luckily.. there were little crapping here and there.. The tempo in me started tp pick up when Tom Cruise was accepted by the Samurai. The last part was cool.. the battle~ Yapz.. Eh... nothing much to say then.. I finally got to eat my Fruits Fonde (I think). Hahahz.. I kept urging Dear to try out.. and only today we steped into the cafe. I love it~ Hehhez.. especially the chocolate~ They gave us a plate of fruits and a small bowl of chocolate to dip them in. It juz tastes heavenly~ Hmmm... well nothing else to say.. except that I guess I have to concentrate my studies.. soon I hope. =)
if i ain't got you|11:38 PM|

Back to schooling~ I was so exhausted today.. was kinda quiet too... Things to think about... hope that they will be solved soon.. Met dear juz now.. hehez... inital plan was to eat at NorthPoint.. didn't want to go his hse.. coz his mother at home.. and I didn't bring any oranges.. But becoz he had some household chores to do.. so no choice.. have to go his hse.. Then.. he mother gave me a red-packet.. Damn Paiseh~ but then I will still "bai nian" to her.. Maybe tomorrow~ Dear bought a handphone pouch for me..which was totally unexpected~ Coz he said he didn't really go out and shop.. so I thought he came home empty handed~ Hehehzz.. Also.. I had a fruitful CNY. I've learnt how to play majong! Hehhez.. those basic stuff lo.. but still need more practice.. Hehez.. Thanks to Derrick and Benji! Hmmm.. tomorrow is my "day off".. hehehz..
if i ain't got you|12:19 AM|

Sunday, January 25, 2004
Hello... Yap~ I'm back! I didn't really update on my 2nd day becoz it's plainly boring.. Yapz.. stayed at home for quite some time.. watched TV shows.. and only stepped out of my house about 5 plus. My intention was to go to my uncle's hse after the "Lion Dance" thingie.. but then~ It only came when I reached at my uncle's hse.. wad luck! It ususally arrives at about 2-3 plus.. but this time.. it started late becoz of the rain.. Tokng about "Lion Dance".. some inconsiderate and senseless neighbour summoned the "LIONS" at 8a.m in the Morning! Wad the Heck! I need my damned sleep! Ya.. so far my 2nd day it's bad.. On the 3rd day which is yesterday.. IT was alright too.. Supposed to meet the guys at 4.30pm.. but then Melissa came out ealy.. so I went to meet her earlier.. Drank some bubble tea. At 4.30, the guys arrived.. and YePz.. all so much better looking.. with all the new clothes.. Hehehzzz.. Then we went to Derrick's house.. We watched Sound of Colours VCD while waiting for Benji to come.. After Benji's arrival, we started to eat.. Hehez.. We had Tom Yam steamboat.. YumPZ.. it was nice overall.. Then after that they played card games.. Melisa was on a winning streak~ Hhaz.. She is always so lucky! Then I hurried home.. coz my poor friend Bernice was in my uncle's house doing nothing.. SInce the rain was still heavy.. I asked her if she could come over my hse.. and she did~ =) We played MSN.. and chated with Derrick, Benji and Saifun (a little). In the end.. both of us watched Animal Planet!! Wahahha.. Bernice was the engrossed one.. Lolz~ I have to return to school tomorrow~ Sianz!
Anyway.. I am kinda glad that Dear is coming back tomorrow~ We have been takling on the phone once in a while.. didn't want to tok on the phone initially.. coz it's kinda Ex.. but then I guess we kept missing each other.. Lolz.. He called me first most of the time.. coz I really don't know when is the right time to call since I'm supposed to call his mother's phone first.. Yapz.. That's about it! Can't wait!
if i ain't got you|10:01 AM|

Friday, January 23, 2004

Congratulations! You're Legolas!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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if i ain't got you|11:40 PM|

Hmmm... Juz came back from my uncle's house. Let me recap what I did today.. I was awaken by my parents at 9.. then I got ready by 10... and we left at about 1030. We went to my Grandma's hse first.. drank sweet dessert.. it's a tradition.. Then after that.. I went to my "Lao Po's" (Not Wife) house.. ate a meal.. can say it's branch~ Hehehez.. after that I went to another of my Grandma's hse again in Yishun.. Had another round of meal again.. Lolz.. ate really alot~ Final destination-> My uncle's hse.. Yapz.. rot there for quite some time.. until 5 pm I guess... coz watched VCDs.. "Liu Jing Xui Yue" I think.. Yapz.. it's a very nice show.. Overall.. "A" grade! Hehehezz.. you can catch it on Channel 55 9pm every Monday to Friday. We were like watching the last second episode at my uncle's hse and my family wanted to go home and take a bathe... So in the end.. we took the last piece of VCD home.. Hehez.. the funny thing was.. everyone in my Uncle's hse was looking for the last episode and they even called us and asked if we took it.. Hahaz.. of coz we said "No".. although we did.. so we happily watched the last episode ourselves at home.. Hahazz... I know we are bad.. but then...hehehhee~~~ Then after the show.. Took a bathe and went back to my uncle's hse.. ate dinner there.. then my buddy Bernice came~~ Hehehz.. we took pretty long time to have our dinner then we went up to my cousin's room and tok cock.. really can tok so many stuff.. and we were laughing like crazy.. Not long ago.. My cousin, My bro, she and me went to eat Roti Prata.. ahahaz.. tok alot of stuff.. damn funny.. Hehehz.. until now lo.. One of my friend coming to my hse for visit tomorrow.. So I guess I can't slp till afternoon~~ Hehehz... See ya guys.. and most prob I am going to update my 2nd day of CNY~~~
if i ain't got you|12:59 AM|

Thursday, January 22, 2004
Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Yes~~ Hehezz.. well had a ICA today.. it was okie.. but I'm not going to tok about that!! Hmm.. after lesson.. I finished up my tutorials for this week and next week then accompany Benji to buy his CNY clothe.. in Bishan.. with Derrick too.. then later I meet Cheng Kwee at 1 at Bugis. He wanted to buy his CNY clothes too~ He spent alot man.. hahazz.. rich kid.. wad to do~~ At abut 3 plus.. my phone rang.. and it was my Mum.. She hurried me to go home.. Hahahz.. dunnoe for what.. is like my reunion dinner starts at 6 plus (earliest)? Haha. When I reached home.. I went straight to bed.. I was so tired.. coz I didn't sleep well last night~~ Hehehz.. woke up at about 7.. and went to my Uncle's hse to have dinner.. It was alright lo.. and now~~ I am at home!! Juz finished my countdown with some of my classmates.. thru MSN. Then Dear called~~ Hehehz.. finally~~ Hmmm He went to Malaysia on Monday and promised to call me when he reach there.. but he didn't until juz now.. I asked him wad happened. and he said his house got some problems.. not very good.. he will explain to me in further details when he gets home.. Hhehez.. but anyway.. I am glad to hear form him.. and a load juz came off my mind... I was so worried~~ Hehehz.. it's a good Chinese New Year afterall.. Can't wait for visiting tomorrow!! Hehehezzz!!!
if i ain't got you|12:23 AM|

Tuesday, January 20, 2004
I've just finished listening to those Good English Online Lessons.. Hmm.. I took a pretty long time.. MAybe I am going to read up my common mistakes later. We are supposed to familiarized with some of the Hokkien, Malay, Tamil and Cantonese words we used occasionally.. lIke "Sian", "Angkat", "Bodoh" etc.. I've read some of those words and I've realised that I don't even understand some of them and it seems like I am going to learn them and who knows I might even use it in my daily life.. That's bad ya kow.. I dont' want to learn Singlish~ I mean I don't want to IMPROVE on my Singlish.. but have to read.. just in case I can't translate into proper English tomorrow. I guess I will do my tutorials for next week tomorrow.. or maybe later? Cause I've assumed that I will be very free tomorrow after the test.. I used to finish my homework on New Year's Eve in the past.. So that I could have more fun during CNY. I've recived the news that I will not be going to my Dad's boss's house this year.. Cause my dad's boss went for a holiday.. Wad a time.. Ha! I don't think thos CNY is fun.. cause I still have to think about my school work and project.. Haizzz... Miss you dear...
if i ain't got you|1:44 PM|

Sunday, January 18, 2004
Didn't do anything much today... Went out with my daD & sis.. bought some VCDS home.. And so far.. I've watched Legally Blonde 2 and Freaky Friday.. Both were awesome!! Lolz.. Have to go back to school tomorrow for project meeting.. otherwise I don't have to return to school at all!! I wonder what will Doctor Tan think about our ideas.. I dread going back to schools on Tuesday. Dear is going to Malaysia tomorrow~ For a week! Gosh.. luckily it's CNY.. otherwise time will crawl...
if i ain't got you|9:54 PM|

Wanted to sleep until much later but I can't.. Maybe it's because I've been waking up early everyday since school has started. Let me tell you what I've done yesterday.. I woke up at 0845, not forgetting that there'a a guitar lesson at 0900. Time passes... 0930...0945...1000...1030.. my guitar instructor didn't appear.. I called him serveral times but he didn't pick up the phone.. neither he called me back for the whole day. Muhc later.. I met Yan Rong, Lindy and Celeste at Chinatown.. one of the wulu KTVs..In Oriental Plaza. Well.. I have to admit that being with them is really fun~ After the KTV.. it's already 8pm.. so our next trip is Boat Quay. We walked along the street and of coz was being approached by many people.. introducing the offers for the pubs... Maybe it's too early.. that's why the waiters/waitresses.. wadever u call them are so free.. THEY ARE EVRYWHERE~~ After much consideration.. we decided to go Hendrix's Bar.. Girls $15.. free flow of drinks.. Kinda boring.. The dance floor kinda quiet too.. Only a couple had used it so far.. After much later.. at about 9 plus I guess.. people started to flow in.. Not many good looking hunks there.. but some are still worth looking at.. But nvm~~ Hehehzz.. I got "high" after drinking the 3rd cup.. Blame the bartender.. I told him I wanna Rum.. but then he added vodka.. and after realising that he made a mistake.. He mouthed a word "Opps" and poured another shot of Rum for me.. Vodka and Rum.. wahahhahaa.. But I got better after I reached home.. Looking back.. I've realised that I didn't not have a proper meal yesterday.. All I had was only snankz.. and surprisingly.. I shuld be hungry now.. but I'm not.. But still.. I have to get my stomach and mouth working~
if i ain't got you|10:03 AM|

Friday, January 16, 2004
Oh My... I've already went to the toilet for 2 times! Anyway.. That's not the main point.. hehezz.. I took a nap juz now.. I don't know why.. it's juz that I've been taken late naps these few days.. Guess I'm really tired out. I am going though the Speaking Good English online lessons.. getting prepared for my test next week.. They showed us some Singlish conversation and corrected them in proper English.. Sometimes.. Their Singlish is really terrible.. I really can't understand what they are trying to say.. Hehezz. this shows that I'm not so "polluted" after all.. I hope my English will improve after listening to the whole set of 60 lessons.. Well.. had a lesson from 10-12 today.. and the next lesson was at 4-6pm.. so is like I had 4 hours break-time? So .. my friends and I did the practical beforehand.. so that we could juz sit around and talk during the practical.. Anyway.. it's supposed to be e-Practical.. Next week will be CNY! A time I've been waiting for.. lots of good food~~ Yumpz.. Can't wait to collect red-packets too.. Wanna get more $$$...
if i ain't got you|12:08 AM|

Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Supposed to end class at 11 today.. but we received a "high-importance" e-mail from Doctor Tan (Project Tutor).. saying that he will be having a course tomorrow and cannot meet up for project.. so he arranged us to meet him today at 11-12. Well.. All of us were kinda frantic.. coz we need to let him see our project files and schedules that we had made.. In the end.. after 30 minutes.. he didn't appear.. Haiz.. now we received tha mail that he got the dates wrongly.. He had course for today and tomorrow and asked us to meet him on Friday.. then we have to book the time with him lo.. Sianz le.. somemore the time-table kinda packed on Friday. Anywasy.. after school.. Benji wanted to go to Causeway Point and look for his cousin and mother.. then Melissa suggested to go too.. see see his mother and cousin.. In the end.. Me and Doreen went along too.. Benji's cousin.. quite good looking one lo.. But also have that "cool cool" look Benji has.. The 4 of us proceeded to have our lunch and sat at "Ya Kun Kaya Toast" to chit-chat.. Doreen met his bf much later.. Then Meli suggested to go Benji''s house.. Lolz.. so go lo.. Saw the rest of Benji's cousin.. all quite good looking too.. cute.. Lolz.. Then I was thinking.. "LIew..why Benji's family circle so good looking one.." Hahahzzz... so ah.. single.. can go Benji's house and pick.. LOlz.. But then.. juz a reminder.. they were australians.. so their accent.. abit inaudible.. Lolz.. not used to it lahz.. but still can understand.. Did tutorials there.. so time was not wasted anyway.. Coolzz.. there's a 4 hour break for me and I guess I am planning to sleep in the morning lecture tomorrow~~~
if i ain't got you|7:57 PM|

Tuesday, January 13, 2004
I am beginning to accept the fact that promises are meant to be broken... Maybe from now on.. I won't take in promises easily.. but still.. I will not break wadever promises which I have given.. juz that I dun believe in promises anymore.. The more you hope.. the deeper you fall.. So ironic.. Yesterday I was juz tokng about recontructing my way of life.. Ha.. Ha.. Was so tired.. sleepy.. lethargic.. straight after school.. I went out with my Mum and Auntie. Supposingly going out to buy my New Year clothes.. but then.. only at the last minute.. I managed to find one dress.. Yapz.. I juz bought one dress.. I guess it's enough.. I juz have to wear nicely for the first 2 days of CNY... the rest.. I didn't want to care.. Next week is my so called holiday week.. coz there might be a possibility which I only have a 2hour lesson for the whole darn week.. and it might not even be a 2 hour~ cOz it's my very first ICA.. Maybe I can leave after attempting the test paper... there is another 2 hour lesson whihc is not confirmed whether is it on for next week.. Well.. I will only know tomorrow.. most probably dun have eh... Tomorrow after school.. not meeting my dearie anymore.. was planned to.. but he had some matters to attend to.. Maybe I will juz go home and sleep.. rest.. or do wadever I want to do.. I am trying to pick up my life.. even though something had juz crushed me...
if i ain't got you|6:24 PM|

Monday, January 12, 2004
Changed a new outlook of my blogskin.. didn't want anything so dull and dark anymore... juz to lighten up my spirits for this 2004! Yapz.. Wanna a whole new outlook of life this time.. Congrates me yea? It was kind of long day today.. ended my classes at 6pm and went to meet dear, together with Doreen and Melissa~ Yapz.. we went to AMK and eat pizza hut~ Yumpz.. Dear was so nice.. he paid for the bill.. hehezz.. so had a free meal then! Lolz.. After that.. Doreen and Meli had to run.. and left onyl Dear and Me.. Dear suggested for a movie and we watched School of the Rock.. Hmm.. well.. I had high expectations for that movie.. but then.. maybe my expectations were too high.. the movie was okie overall.. I looked at the skies tonight.. it is clear.. stars are shining brightly~ It's so beautiful... didn't realise how pretty the stars in Singapore are until I met this Stars Freak--> Benji.. Whenever I see beautiful stars in the sky.. I would immediately tot of Benji.. coz he is only one of my many friends who appreciate stars.. In Singapore.. although it's not so clear and small.. but I find it's okie.. if you take considerable time and look into the sky.. worries will be gone~ And you will realise that there's still beauty in this world.. Try it.. Lolz...
if i ain't got you|11:35 PM|

Is This Really Me?
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
Love Test
if i ain't got you|12:30 AM|

Sunday, January 11, 2004
Couldn't sleep.. lay in bed for quite awhile.. and still couldn't sleep.. many thoughts were running through my mind.. Dear.. studies.. schools.. friends..family.. almost everybody and everything.. I was kinda scared of my future.. Scared of the I.T project which I'm gonna face.. I wonder will I ahndle it much better than last time? Or will I still go into the same distress.. I promised myself to change for the better.. as in start early.. but I'm so afriad that I couldn't do it... I hope all my grp mates will motivate each other.. Also.. I wonder if I wanna to continue to study.. if I could.. I will go Singapore Uni.. In the past.. I thought I could juz easily fly away and study abroad.. but I fee that there are things I cannot leave behind.. and partly.. I am scared too.. scared being into a new environment.. If I can't get into Sinagpore Uni.. maybe I'll juz work for good.. or study some other Universities in Singapore.. but overseas.. is not really my ultimate choice now.. These few days.. I've already been thinking what professional will I be.. it's time to consider.. coz next year.. I might be entering into working life.. Some ppl ask me to go for my interest.. But I dun have anything in mind which I really want to do for long.. So far the easist tot is to open my own business.. But what kind of business.. I dunnoe.. Maybe juz sign on.. Lolz... kidDin~ but anyway.. there's still one and a half year to think about it.. it seems long.. but I guess time will pass very fast..
if i ain't got you|1:29 AM|

Saturday, January 10, 2004
Well well.. juz came back from shopping.. Hahaz.. bought a few clothes.. not so sure whether for school or for new year.. anyway.. my Mum gonna bring me to shop on next Tues again.. hehezz.. Went to Philip Wain juz now.. there's some celebration over there.. Dunnoe what.. Didn't want to go in.. so paiseh... but my mother urged me to.. so I juz go in lo.. The place was kinda cosy.. good environment.. No wonder my mother dun mind going 5 days a week to exercise.. Met my grand-aunt there.. Then later we went shopping.. For my clothes.. Then later met another grand-aunt of mine and my mother's friend.. So I was like kinda youngest there.. We sat down at coffee bean for a while and they went on tokng about treatments.. massages.. facials in Philip Wain.. I was juz sitting there.. didn't really understood wad they say.. After that we went back to Philip Wain.. consultation hours.. whahahaa.. I was like in there so extra.. Mayeb next time can ask my mother to bring me there to exercise.. Need to lose some fats!!
if i ain't got you|7:09 PM|

I've been having weird dreams lately.. Dreamt lotsa people.. The previous night.. I dreamt of dear.. his mother.. and dear's 2nd lover.. Trust me.. it's not a pleasant dream.. I think I rather talk about the dram I had last night.. Firstly I dreamt of Derrick.. funyy.. is like we were riding on a bike/bicycle.. He was sending me home I guess.. then on the way.. saw some funny looking creatures.. Is like "it" is short.. and has very long hair.. it covers it's face to it's feet.. And Derrick told me that this si what a chicken looks like when it grew up.. WTH.. A chicken? Then after that.. it moved on to a ballroom and I saw Sharon there!! In her wedding dress!!! She looks chio.. with the dress and makeup.. and the guy she was going to marry.. I dunnoe who.. seen his face.. but dunnoe who is it.. Who knows might be her future husband.. LOlzzz... Then Benji suddenly popped up.. and dunnoe why.. a lady there asked me and Benji to open the ballroom door for the bride and groom.. LOlz.. Very funny.. And there are some other small stuff which I forgot the details.. Anyway.. going shopping with Mum later.. hope that I will get some clothes eventually...
if i ain't got you|11:58 AM|

Friday, January 09, 2004
Well... 5 school days have passed.. well.. overall.. alright I guess.. but still not used to it.. very tired every night. It's like only the first week of school and it seems that we have lots to do.. especially most of them in e-mode.. When CNY comes.. I guess it will be even worst.. coz most of the classes will be in e-mode and this means we have to read up by ourselves.. Dear went to Cebu today.. and coming back only on Sunday.. Then he will be going to KL again on the 19.. and comes back a week later.. Haiz.. I guess I'm gonna miss him again.. Lolz.. Missing a person is not good ya know.. Anyway.. I guess hope that I will have much fun up ahead~~ I guess I will be real busy.. for all the projects and stuff... Haizzzz~~~
if i ain't got you|10:35 PM|

Thursday, January 08, 2004
I was so dead tired yesterday.. wan't feeling too well.. Yesterday after school.. I went jalan with Benji and Doreen.. And we decided to go to BUrger King.. coz we had some coupons.. IN the end.. we tok alot of crap~ Lolz.. then after for a while.. I went home.. went straight to bed.. but only for an hour.. coz I have to attend a wedding dinner later.. Only my dad, mum and me went.. Sister too lazy to go and Brother had tution I think... Alright lo.. The dinner started at 9.. and I was so so hungry.. we reached there about 7 plus.. When the food came.. I was so hungry until I didn't feel like eating.. ended up eating a little.. I couldn't wait for the wedding dinner to finish.. Coz my eyes felt like closing already.. Finally when I reached home at about 11 plus.. I logged on.. to check my mail.. then wanted to blog but was too tired.. then I logged off and went back to sleep almost immediately.. Boy last night was really hell...
if i ain't got you|1:14 PM|

Monday, January 05, 2004
Dear Diary,
I am glad that I still could make it up here.. Thought I would still stuck in bed.. but due to my strong will.. I managed to sit here and write about what happen on my first day back in school..
Lesson 1: No notes with me.. nothing.. XML and Web Services.. Yapz.. Recognized the lecturer.. Doctor Tan. Not bad lahz.. But he took alot of time to explain little details. Got the notes in the end.. But it was no use.. What he did for the whole 50 mintues was telling us what is this module about (eg What is XML and why we use it) and what should we know (eg mode of conduct, hours spent on this module) rather than what are the contents of this module... Thanks to him.. WE have to read the Lesson 1 all by ourselves. ONe comforting thing was that this module is not examinable.. well.. shoot down to 4 papers.. I guess..
Lesson 2 & 3: MObile Applications Development. By listening to the module name.. it irks me. Let me see.. We don't have the practical notes.. and our tutors are kind enough to print it for us~~ Well.. For this practical.. I think I improvise on my "copying, pasting and creating new folders" hmm.. and maybe abit of increasing my speed of reading instructions.. Hahaz.. don't know wads going on!!! Guess wad? I am going to develop mobile java games!!! Yapz!! Excited? Yes.. I am so excited.. coz I am walking to my grave.. the Java Grave I call it. My tutor was kinda quiet, solemn.. never smile.. WTH.. and somemore not good looking.. How to survive?
Lesson 4: Software Engineering Practices.. Huh? Wads that? I have no idea.. Walked in the lecture with "air" in the brain.. Well.. The lecturer went on to blah and blah and lastly blah again.. I was still surprised that I was not knocked out.. but I could see some ppl are in their dreamland.. I kept noticing the lecturer.. The english she used is so "Singaporean".. Well Hey~~ At least there's one student listening to you.. (but not the contents I am earing~~) Lolx..
Break: Wanted to buy notes.. but the queue was like WOOH~~ Yah.. WOOH~~~ No choice.. go and eat first.. was starving long long ago.. After that..we juz sit down and tok crap.. Maybe this was the best time of the day... Lolx.
Lesson 5:Lecutre on Mobile Applications Development.. and you know what.. actually this module was kinda interesting.. Yapz.. did listen.. although I've yawned for countless times.. The lecturer was kinda interesting.. Hmmm... this time no notes also.. but juz follow the slides lo.. Hhahaahzz..
I was so tired.. I slept.. until now.. Feel like sleeping again.. thought of like sleeping till tomorrow morning.. but I have things to do.. I have to ewake up.. I can't be a pig anymore right? LOlz.. How about you guys? Hows ur first day? Fun? Muahahahaa... hope so..
Truely,
Me
if i ain't got you|10:29 PM|

Sunday, January 04, 2004
if i ain't got you|6:22 PM|

School is starting tomorrow~~~ Oh Yea.. Finally.. I feel like a useful person.. LOlx. WEll.. let me think back.. I find that this holiday is great!! I get to play most of the time.. and luckily now I'm getting sick and tired of it. I've not bought any of my school stuff yet except a schedular for Year 2004.. Yapz.. nothing else.. same old bag.. same old pencil box.. Hmm.. I wonder wad will everyone look like.. School's starting early tomorrow.. I hope I can wake up (*cRoSs fInGeRs*). Today I am very guai.. lolz.. stay at home.. never go out.. coz starting from tomorrow.. I have to be out of the house almost everyday.. Hahaz.. Yah Yah.. I am toking crap now.. Yesterday watched Pirates of The Carribean.. quite nice.. the storyline is unique.. Maybe later I am going to watch Legally Blonde.. then maybe ctach the Part 2 too? I've yet to watch LOTR.. hahaz.. dunnoe le.. feel that there's no hurry to watch.. Even I missed it.. guess I will be watching VCD or maybe juz stopped watching already.. I know it's a bad choic lahz.. but then.. I dun feel the hurry or need to watch it.. Lolz.. Matrix and Harry Potter are more important!!! Guess I am not LOTR "fan" after all..
if i ain't got you|12:05 PM|

Friday, January 02, 2004
Went out with some of my poly friends today.. They are Melissa, Wee Leng and Benji.. and Wee Leng brought one of his friend named Matchy. Yapz.. he very quiet and shy lor.. didn't really tok to us at first.. then later he finally opened up.. Lolz.. didn't really do much.. tok alot of crap and about upcoming school term.. Finally ate my "Ya-Kun" Kaya Toast today.. hahaz.. been wanting to eat that when holiday starts. Took a few pictures for my camera phone too.. Lolz. Well.. it's been a long time since I've seen them.. Still look at same lo.. Hahahazz.. got alot of gossips to say too.. Damn funny.. Shhh.. cannot say.. Waahahaha. After so long.. maybe for 2-3 weeks.. this is the first time I am taking my dinner at home.. Is like I went out everyday and didn't eat home-cooked food for a VERY long time.. Yapz.. kinda missed it.. My time-table is out... I find that it is alright.. juz that this tme have to stay later in school.. well.. to me it's okie.. I dun like to go home between 2-4pm.. is like go home also sianz.. stay in school also sianz.. might as well some days end VERy early.. so that can go out.. or rather end late.. so I could immediately go home and dinner will be served by then.. Hehez.. tomorrow is my Brother's 21st birthday! Yapz.. but heard that he is not going to work.. hope he can be outside the house.. so that I have a chance to sneak in the present.. Yapz.. see how lo..
if i ain't got you|10:05 PM|

Thursday, January 01, 2004
Yapz.. Why am I not slpeeing so late in the night? Hahahzz.. Not holiday mood lahz.. Well.. I am going to sleep soon.. coz I took some drowsy medicine. Well.. I would like to wish everyone Happy New Year!!! Yapz.. Made ur wishes? Lolx. Anyway.. didn't do anything much today.. went Toa Payoh with Yan Rong and bought her specs.. then later rot in my house.. Celeste and Lindy came by later.. Dunnoe for wad reason.. Kate didn't turn up and she didn't call.. GUess she is too tired.. Anyway.. we played board games like Monopoly and Cluedo.. kinda fun.. hehehzz.. and not knowing it.. it's 4a.m!.. Hehez.. wanted to go out and countdown.. but we didn't know where.. so is like we too lazy to get out of the house.. then stayed at home to play board games lo.. Yapz.. I think that's how I spend my New Year Eve.. Well.. I didn't say much on Christmas Eve night right? Well.. I went BBQ Steamboat at Marina with Celeste, Jovin and Lindy.. Yapz.. and it was nice.. I dunnoe.. but I suggested to Dear about going tomorrow.. Then he said okie.. I dunnoe if I will be well enough then.. Lolz.. I juz can't stand good food! YuMz.. Yapz.. anticipating for tomorrow... :)
if i ain't got you|5:24 AM|
